Romeo: More than a Love Story

Sleeping on Mommy at just 3 months old.

This is my youngest little love bug. Many of you may not know that I have a youngest son because he lives with his father in Colorado, but here he is. He is my Romeo. Really, His name is Romeo Gabriel Parker-Wilson. I love him dearly and miss him every day. It's hard for me to talk about him. I made the choice to leave him with his daddy in Durango for many reasons. One being that I could not afford to take care of two babies on my own, and other because his daddy loved him so much. My second option would have been to bring him back to Texas with me and do what I could to raise both of my boys on my own, but I just couldn't see doing that to Romeos father. 

His daddy, Gabe, loved him from the moment I told him I was pregnant. I just knew it. We both loved him before he was even here! This is how I know that he is getting lots and lots of love in Colorado. But you know, I can't help it that I sometimes wish I would have gone with option two. I miss him so much.

Such a Smiley lil baby!

I hope that the older he gets, that he will know that I am here. I am going to do my best to make it known to him. Eventually he will know that I have always loved him and will love him until my last breath. I miss you My little Romeo.

Romeos Daddy and Mommy (7 months Pregnant) 4th of July '09