Some Things Are Worth It

Some thing’s are worth it. In the moment, you savor every detail. Revel in each feeling, each thought, each emotion. You gravitate towards whatever it is that’s telling you that the world is perfect, that life is beautiful, that everything is just as it should be in that moment. You know that it’s not secure, that you could blink and that feeling could be gone, just a memory, but you enjoy it while you can, pushing away the thought that it won’t last. Sometimes it’s like taking your dream car out for a test drive, knowing that you can’t afford it. You take that test drive and you process it in your memory forever, holding on every minute detail, taking them with you to your dreams. When you do dream about that one drive, of course you’ll wake up and long for that feeling again. Sometimes the longing will be so strong it becomes a physical pain, but you still have your memory. You still have that one beautiful reminder, driving with the windows down, your hair blowing in the wind, the radio on and that fantastic dream carrying you down the highway. When you think about that experience and long you for it, hoping that you can feel that high again and that it might become permanent, it makes you smile. You smile, and then you long. Long to feel how you felt in that moment, even for just a moment. It’s torture at times really. Sometimes it’s not worth it, but when it is, it is sooo worth it.